|Saturday, April 24th, 2004|
|True Love and Forgiveness
Since Easter I have been looking at the idea of forgiveness...the truth of the matter is that nothing is more sacrificial than having to forgive...what is amazing to me is that what jesus taught in the resurrection was that we are given all power...that pain, suffering, and death have no power over the true strength we have as infinite beings...
there is a misconseption that forgiveness demands that you pardon someone for something that he did to you...but a true experience of forgiving comes in a moment of being washed clean in spirit and born anew...and in that, the previous anger has no hold on you anymore, you are literally free of it and you will then free your "enemy" and suddenly see how beautiful everyone and everything really is.
The most amazing discovery that a person can have is to realize in a moment of spiritual awakening that no one actually did anything to you. You are still perfect as God created you. You never lost your power. You just forgot. This is what jesus reminded us of, that despite the terrible things that we do to eachother in this place, in truth we can wake up and find the place where we are and always have been invulnerable. its a miracle. we have been dreaming. does the world really want to talk about it? hell no. :)
|Friday, April 16th, 2004|
|Love (is) Now ( miracle)
I ... l o v e ... u
it can be too much cant it? to be in the P R E S E N C E
H O N E S T
M I N D...
a mind that woke up from the HUMANITY myth...
you get what you ask for and project
your rage at not knowing what you REALLY want...
IT'S A G A M E! I REPEAT...IT'S A G A M E you play to be forever in pain.
I L O V E Y O U O N E D A Y Y O U W I L L S E E I T !
Life is Eternal. Love is ONE.
I ... l o v e ... u
|Wednesday, February 11th, 2004|
|what about love?
we are a wierd species...i was noticing lately how we play this very strange game...we hate
when someone or something is possessive of us and yet we also want someone to possess us...
we never seem to find the point where we are just happy...yet true happiness and completion are found
within and true joy comes from giving...it seems reasonable to me...to give you must have it to
give it...and if you dont have it...you never will...how can you "GET" something from outside yourself?
there is a place that you can reach where you no longer blame anyone for how you feel but see instead that
all power is in your mind and you have all the love in the universe to offer under all circumstances...
you are no longer dodging bullets....because there is no need! but alas, everyone is afraid to wake up from the matrix.....
love is true and eternal :)
|Sunday, February 8th, 2004|
|its just you, thankfully
well...it is amazing....folks...the Matrix cannot tell you who you are...you depend on the world to tell you who you are...what you are....but wait...you are....YOU...and you are no more or no less than who you say you are....the world cannot tell you...your only REAL choice is to be yourself ....in discovering who you ARE right now...the world and everyone in it will began to reflect it back to you...CONFIDENCE isn't really based on anyTHING....interesting.....very interesting.....
|Wednesday, January 7th, 2004|
There is only now....The past is gone, and the future does not exist...there is only now...past pain is in Truth and illusion, a projection of mind in the present moment! In the real present is only the experience of Joy...the transition, from the past and future to the present is thru healing, the bridge, or forgiveness...imagine how incredible it would be to be free of the past...only keeping the loving and happy memories! That is the necessity for the awakening experience!
|Thursday, December 25th, 2003|
|Thursday, November 6th, 2003|
|Thursday, August 14th, 2003|
|there is nothing outside you
you can be happy now and forever....there is nothing outside of you that can affect you happiness or peace....you have in your mind the power to decide how you will react to any given situation no matter how it seems to dictate what you should experience and how you shouldrespond...the first step is believing or wanting it to be true...that you are no at the mercy of the world....once you have done that...that is where the miracles begin....
|Friday, August 1st, 2003|
what is faith? we question it at times...wonder if we have it...if it is justified....blind faith...
we have faith in EVERYTHING......that is why we see it or DONT see it! did ja get that? so the question is not
faith but the idea of instead looking thru our filters that hide the real world from us and real life and what is really happening...truth faith is consistency...learning to offer only love, healing and mercy in every situation to discover the infinite power that is our true mind!
|Tuesday, July 29th, 2003|
|there is only one love
love is one cannot change, be divided, cannot be lost....love is not weak...love does not judge...it is one in itself and is everything....we have been sleeping...when you awaken what you thought was lost is restored to you....love is all power....you are love :)
|Saturday, July 26th, 2003|
|not a body free
at no moment does the body even exist...it is always remembered or anticipated...
your body is always changing....new liver every 6 months...new stomach lining every 5 min....new bones every year...new skin every week...your body has been completely replaced in the last year...your entire body is at most 1 year old...it is always changing and regenerating and in fact is never a static thing...how strange the idea of sickness then...or old age....they are but ideas you impose on what is ever changing and static....
so then all healing is the change of mind that realese you from the past...
|Wednesday, July 23rd, 2003|
the idea that the illumination of the mind, the resurrection or ascension of the body and the formula E=mc2 are all exactly and precisely the same thing.....yes, mind over matter because matter IS mind and why does it matter? you decide...:)
|Tuesday, July 22nd, 2003|
|Today is the day...
or something like that...i was seeing today how time and change really have nothing to do with eachother...any real change occurs in but a single instant...and any stuggle with change is but the avoidance of the moment when it occurs...in fact...any change actually has no precedent at all...there is nothing before it and after it...it is a completely unique moment where you are suddenly different entirely...isnt that interesting? you change entirely for no reason...and then how can you really tell the difference?
this may sound off the wall but hell, we really are free to be everything in the universe...the only problem is how does this help you practically speaking? you can now act from the love that you find within yourself under all circumstances because there is no such thing as contingency....
sorry if im too out there today...life on earth is too slow...:)
|Sunday, July 20th, 2003|
|its speeding up
i just read an interesting article today...that the universe is speeding up...according to the big bangers there was an explosion and everything is going downhill from there until we reach nothing in say several billion years (meaningless) but...what...they have found proof that the universe is actually accelerating and it defies all laws of physics... cool....i am glad because i was not happy with the idea that some cosmologist is predicting what is going to happen to me in 50 billion years from now as though he is aware of every thing that can possibly happen between now and then that could possibly change the course of events.....sometimes the words "insane species" enters my mind....
sorry but life is eternal and EVOLUTION/DEVOLUTION is the big joke. Probably
INVOLUTION is the answer. :)
|Projection makes perception
its funny, everyone is always reacting to what they interpret is happening or what
they think someone else is thinking and everyone treats eachother based on how they think they think...and LOVE makes no comparisons...
ponder this: what if people are only responding to you in the manner that you are telling them to...they are only reflecting back to you the thoughts you have in your mind...
|Monday, July 7th, 2003|
All healing comes from the mind...there is no form of sickness that cannot be healed in a single instant with but a change of mind...but first you must want this to be true!
|Thursday, July 3rd, 2003|
at the level of atoms and electrons there is a unifield of energy that everything is...there is no distance or gaps in this field...this field makes up our bodies, our world, our minds, and the universe...there is no distance between us...how wonder to remember this and begin to communicate again...
|Thursday, April 17th, 2003|
|out of time day
this has been a really great week...monday went to help a friend get some furniture from storage. went to visit his old town where he grew up and then where he lived after and it was really cool. I could feel his presence in the trees and in the buildings and energy imprints where he had walked...i could feel the places where he was sad and where he laughed and his frequency on the people he had met...somehow it was overwhelming and came together in this idea that everything that had ever happened had led us to being here where we are now and if one thing were different, we would have never met....funny how love works that way....
there is always more going on than we think...
it took a day to recover from that trip and now today i am back to regular...i am happy...had a big issue to forgive but wow...it feels great to go into the place that hurts and really let it smart and sting and make you numb and to pray for healing and somewhere inthere the unhappiness begins to warm up and heal...and later its as if it never happend...and you feel a strong vibration of love...it says in the course in miracles: the most holiest of spots on earth is where an ancient hatred has become a present love....
cool....well, fucking cool!
|Sunday, April 13th, 2003|
this has been a big quantum weekend....me and john are teaching a teachers training class on how to teach quantum healing and awakening...had class friday night, saturday afternoon, and today in the afternoon....it has been just awesome...quantum is impossible to teach and yet it is a totally reasonable science that shows us that we are infinitely more than we ever dared to dream and accept and that the world, this thing we call "life on earth" is not what "life" is, that there is actually something much greater out there that we really are, and it is only the mistaken idea of termination or death that must be seen through or awakened through.
can you imagine what it would be like, of what you would be like if you had no fear?
one of the amazing things is to discover that we are time traveling all the time and didnt realize it....everyone is...and we are surrounded by the love of God and just forgot for a moment our real location....
|Wednesday, April 9th, 2003|
|and then some...
what a great day...well.week...our band the quantum band has been recording our demo cd and it just keeps expanding. right now we have about 18 songs and they are all like 5-10 minutes long so its like a triple cd and wow , they are really great songs so we are jazzed...getting ready to go to Colombia (Bogota) in 2 weeks (pheonixfire dont tell mom!)to teach the Course In Miracles and Quantum Healing. We will be there for 3-4 weeks. It looks to be exciting. The people there are very open minded and are culturally used to the idea of people having spiritual experiences so this will be a fun trip.
I am really happy. It is amazing because it is scientifically proven that humans use a mere 3% of their brain! (really!) and of course most of that 3% is used for dealing with fear. Imagine what would happen if we used all of our capacity...it is an interestind idea that the world and reality you see is what you see using only 3% and if you begin to use more, it would be incredibly to experience what is really there.
If you consider the things that have been done like sending astronauts into space, and some of the incredible masterpieces of man, image what is really possible. The species, human kind is at an evolutionary point or leap into a new state of being which is pure mind and the current situation in the world and the wars and consternation are but the birthing process that is happening in this celestial/cellular speedup.
Its amazing but read this in any quantum book or the course in miracles or the bible, but there is no such thing as distance in the universe....its how photons travel, how the holy spirit works, how time travel happens, and how your mind thinks (holographic)
and amazingly, its all love!